i can't just walk away from you. i can't let so much go. unless you tell me to. that's why i asked. not to be mean. not to start anything. just to know. i don't want to continue to harp on you if you're not interested. but until you tell me to, i won't leave you alone.

i thought things were getting better. then out of nowhere it seems to have gone down hill fast. and i'm not sure i was even around for it. i just blinked and now you won't even communicate with me at all.

i have a hard time thinking that what we went through is big enough to lose it all. but maybe i'm wrong. i'm honestly not asking for anything from you. just letting you know that i'm still here. and i still want to be a part of your life.