the thought that keeps me up most at night is you. i lay there and think over and over what i can do to make it better. how i can fix us. but i can't do it alone. i can't be the only one who wants to be friends.

i wish you'd just communicate with me what you want. i'd do just about anything to drive through the back roads at night with the windows down and music up with you.

i wrote this 7 years ago. and i still feel the same way.
"comfort is so different for each person. there are so many things that make me comfortable. but riding in that jeep, speeding down those back country roads, blaring the music, sitting next to my best friend. that's comfort for me."

please. i'm all but on my knees begging for some of your time.